October party

So yesterday was the big October party here in my hometown. And it was so fun! Even made my new favorite drink (something I came up with)kinda reminding of the "Glass Vegas"-drink that Emma showed me once!
I would describe it as the day I drank a lot of beer, listened to great music, danced with Hanna to one of the greatest songs ever "simply the best", laughed so much with familiar friends, saw old teachers, walked in the rain to our pub downtown and almost walked all the way home! But thanks cride and ludde for picking me up!

Memories for life now, thank you everyone! 

Friday stuff

was bored so, I decided to get creative ! haha, I think my toenails are cute..

The evening was spend as Hanna's house. A healthy and cosy friday with carrots, cucumber, paprika and dip. Best "candy" ever!  And oh, then we also saw The Avengers movie!

Today it's the big October party here in my hometown.. Going to be interesting to see what they come up with.! And I get to try my new Baileys bottle..

I want to go to sleep!

bought this stuff. But it wasn't so much! 

the tobacco is for my dad and mum (yeah I know, shame on them!)

and you see the red little M&M guy playing the gitarr? well, that's a gift to my great Niece.

So, I didn't buy so much! 

Anyay here's a list:

Allstar Superstar shoes - I never really been a converse user but..

bag from BELLE - I really need a new one

Calvin Klein Euphoria Aftershave - dad wanted a aftershave

nailpolish and nailpolishremover - love them! 

Baileys Orange truffle flavor - ps. You who hadn't try this should do it immediately! 

Two new scarfs one from BELLE and the other from BIKBOK along with my new fake diamond earrings!

This jobweek have been really tough! There's so much new information about our school training next week, and no one knows anything! And if the spa is opening the 5.10 or the 7.10. And even worse is that it's me who has to go there if I have time.

Anyway, promised my mum that I was going to do our dinner to us today when I get home so. See you all for now!

Breaking surprise

This wasn't exactly what I planned to do on my freetime.. But yeah, schooltraining 1-5.10 from 9am to 18pm..

Good morning!

The grass is clearly greener on the other side of the sea.. I'm glad we're arriwing to the Stockholm harbor soon. :)

get another weekend behind!

Hello readers!
Yesterday was spent at my old classmate Kira with Hanna. We ate some spaghetti and minced meat and just talked about the past, you know old high school memories that never dies.. discussed about where and what everybody was doing now a days. Even if I don't see her very often it still feels like you never forget about each-other. And that must be true friendship even if we had our ludicrous small fights years ago about.. boys maybe? -haha!

So anyway, my boss called me yesterday also and as it seems, I'm going today back to the ship and not tomorrow as I thought I was.. So we couldn't spend the night at Kira's this time.
There was also a huge thunderstorm yesterday when we were driving back home.. and it has been raining since yesterday. (welcome to Finland)

So now I'm trying to pack my bag again. I'm just going to be 4 days at the Viking Line this time, but still, I always pack to much with me..

candy, roller coaster and the market!

We had the perfect weather when we went to Tammisaari today.. You see, every year there is a big Autumn market here in South Finland at Tammisaari city. No matter if you're living like me and my friends about.. well 40km away from the place you have to go there!

Younger teenagers always goes there to get drunk but when you grow older, you just want to walk around there watching at "things-you-don't-really-need", enjoying watching the roller coasters, play some games and buy A LOT of candy.

And me and my friends, well we did ride the roller coaster and I bought a box full off chocolate kisses!  Once again the Tammisaari market was beautiful, cold and just wonderful!

enjoying the sunshine!

The result after a walk outside! Gotta love the sun.. 

Did you guys know that..

You can follow me on instagram also?

Think I need to take a computer lession..

So there I was. Trying to put my video together and BAM! - windows movie maker refused to play my videos.. Sometimes, I hate computers..
I sent a e-mail to them and perhaps I'm getting an answer why it didn't work so I can continue..  

ps. Thank you for the rainy days here in Finland. Now I'm not feeling guilty for sitting inside the house the whole day. haha! cheers, going to read my book and enjoying a glass of wine. Haven't done that in weeks!

rain, candles and sweet music

So cushy! Me likey! 

looks like an early morning.

So Betty went out for a run and came home with the next GIG plans. We're having a little October party here in my home town and there's also going to be artists there, ex. Mikko Sipola who won the finnish "Voice of Finland"-contest. And he's quite good and a lot of my friends are also going so looking forward to the party!

Here you can get a little taste of Mikko Sipola!

Thank you Daughtry and Nickelback for a life memory!

So we started our day at Helsinki with getting something to eat at the Colorado Mts. Bar & Grill 
 I got myself a dry apple cider and a really big chicken burrito with nachos on it. DELICIOUS!

Waiting downstairs at the Hartwall Arena, Helsinki, we got really good places near the scen AND in the middle! :)

First up was Daughtry, which was really good. He has an amazing voice!

Chad Kroeger - lead vocals/guitars

 Ryan Peake - guitars/backing vocals

Also had to buy a new shirt for me -30€! :) Haven't decided if I'm going to use it as a PJ or putting it in to a frame on the wall... 

Backside of the t-shirt.

If today was that day!

Today is gonna be the day, when I get to strike Nickelback AND Daughtry from my "have to see"-list.

The door opens at 6.30pm at Hartwall Arena, Helsinki. But we're going with my mum, big brother Alex and his fiancee Matilda a little bit early to Helsinki to get something to eat and maybe just look around a little bit.
C ya!

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

I've been thinking a lot about that expression "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". Why do people use it so much? and most of all, is it true?

I've been true hell and I've been to heaven. I was hurt, acting like a mean teenager, had my extreme emotional periods, hanging with the wrong people, consuming a lot of alcohol for wrong reasons.. and somehow I got over it, I started again from when I realized I had to get out of there.  And nowadays, I'm happy I found my way back.
Don't misunderstand me, I do think that those things I did back then made me realize my strength, my opportunities, my passions and that you shouldn't let anyone judge you from rumors or the other way.

I had a period when I found new friends and somehow, forgot my oldest and best ones. Always wanted to do exciting stuff, new stuff! Seeing new places and meet new people. This was fun to begin with but then I saw the truth. This wasn't a place of happy people. These people were insecure, didn't have an own personality and didn't really have a future plan or human dreams? They never took chances always just staying at their hometown with the same people, same houses and gossips.

Always joking if anyone had a future dream, getting great grades or changing their lifestyle.

I'm so thankful, that I grew up in my hometown and met the funniest friends ever. It doesn't matter if you haven't spoke with them for weeks or a few hours, it always give you that feeling "thank god, you're my friend".

But it wasn't always easy. My best way to deal with my choices was to listening to music that gave me motivation and strength!

This is a little list of perfect music for that!: 

Foo Fighter - Walk,

 Kelly Clarkson - Mr Know it all,

 The Pussycat Dolls- When I grow up, 

Pink- So What,

 Queen- we are the champions

Chisu - Kohtalon oma

Christina Aguilera - Fighter

Christina Aguilera - Can't hold us down

Lady Gaga - Born this way

Destiny's Child - Survivor

Oasis - Stop crying your heart out

Whitesnake - Here I go again

Avril Lavigne - What the Hell

Joan Jett - Bad reputation

Turku

Turku with Hanna was awesome!

home again, and tomorrow Turku!

Came home yesterday from Viking Line. As allways, I bought a little stuff again.. but now, I'm not going to buy anything for a while.

Anyway, I also got Spotify to my computer yesterday! Let's see how long it takes before I'm updationg to premium.. And ps. Bought some other stuff too, but can't but the pictures in here (b-day gift!)

I'm also going to Turku tomorrow to see Hanna's apartment and celebrate the birtdaygirl! :)

Sexbomb, sexbomb

We have an artist here on the boat who looks exactly like tom jones and sings like him too! I was so chocked when my co-worker friend told me that he's 57years old!!!
Anyway, yesterday was one of those days when we decided to go to see his show. And it was fantastic! It went a little late for me so I almost overslept this morning, not exactly I just had to skip doing my make up...

Giving myself some treat! Nothing more to say.. Tomorrow a pregnant blogger is coming to the spa to write about "how to travel pregnant".
Hope I get to read her blog about her treatment we're giving her.. Or actually I'm doing it. Yaayks!

Back at work!

Hello viking line.
Coming back home 11.9.2012 :):)

new books and a little shopping trip!

My new case pocket for mp3 or my phone! only -14,95€

new white sweater from H&M -14,95€

3 books (fifty shades-triology) - 26,95€

Went for some shopping with my girl Tesse today. Really made my day!
Didn't find any new working shoes to me, but instead I found a case pocket for my phone or mp3 with also a pocket for the key. YAAAY! This means that it going to be fun to go on a run from now on!

As I'm always complaining about our books in the library I decided to buy the "fifty shades"-triology. Can't wait to get to read it. And dear readers, today might be the perfect day. It's pouring rain outside and I got some of my candles on!

And of course I had to stop by H&M also to buy me a new sweater...

and a really bad picture of the candles in my room right now.. 

happiness vs sadness

Today is one of those days. I'm feeling that everything's just crashing down. My emotions goes from happy to that one minute before you start crying.
Why do I feel like this now? I never been a fan of  September, cause that's when my nightmares begins.

I miss a few people so much and it hurts to know you never going to see them again.