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Think I need to take a computer lession..

So there I was. Trying to put my video together and BAM! - windows movie maker refused to play my videos.. Sometimes, I hate computers..
I sent a e-mail to them and perhaps I'm getting an answer why it didn't work so I can continue..  

ps. Thank you for the rainy days here in Finland. Now I'm not feeling guilty for sitting inside the house the whole day. haha! cheers, going to read my book and enjoying a glass of wine. Haven't done that in weeks!

rain, candles and sweet music

So cushy! Me likey! 

looks like an early morning.

So Betty went out for a run and came home with the next GIG plans. We're having a little October party here in my home town and there's also going to be artists there, ex. Mikko Sipola who won the finnish "Voice of Finland"-contest. And he's quite good and a lot of my friends are also going so looking forward to the party!

Here you can get a little taste of Mikko Sipola!

Thank you Daughtry and Nickelback for a life memory!

So we started our day at Helsinki with getting something to eat at the Colorado Mts. Bar & Grill 
 I got myself a dry apple cider and a really big chicken burrito with nachos on it. DELICIOUS!

Waiting downstairs at the Hartwall Arena, Helsinki, we got really good places near the scen AND in the middle! :)

First up was Daughtry, which was really good. He has an amazing voice!

Chad Kroeger - lead vocals/guitars

 Ryan Peake - guitars/backing vocals

Also had to buy a new shirt for me -30€! :) Haven't decided if I'm going to use it as a PJ or putting it in to a frame on the wall... 

Backside of the t-shirt.

If today was that day!

Today is gonna be the day, when I get to strike Nickelback AND Daughtry from my "have to see"-list.

The door opens at 6.30pm at Hartwall Arena, Helsinki. But we're going with my mum, big brother Alex and his fiancee Matilda a little bit early to Helsinki to get something to eat and maybe just look around a little bit.
C ya!

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

I've been thinking a lot about that expression "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". Why do people use it so much? and most of all, is it true?

I've been true hell and I've been to heaven. I was hurt, acting like a mean teenager, had my extreme emotional periods, hanging with the wrong people, consuming a lot of alcohol for wrong reasons.. and somehow I got over it, I started again from when I realized I had to get out of there.  And nowadays, I'm happy I found my way back.
Don't misunderstand me, I do think that those things I did back then made me realize my strength, my opportunities, my passions and that you shouldn't let anyone judge you from rumors or the other way.

I had a period when I found new friends and somehow, forgot my oldest and best ones. Always wanted to do exciting stuff, new stuff! Seeing new places and meet new people. This was fun to begin with but then I saw the truth. This wasn't a place of happy people. These people were insecure, didn't have an own personality and didn't really have a future plan or human dreams? They never took chances always just staying at their hometown with the same people, same houses and gossips.

Always joking if anyone had a future dream, getting great grades or changing their lifestyle.

I'm so thankful, that I grew up in my hometown and met the funniest friends ever. It doesn't matter if you haven't spoke with them for weeks or a few hours, it always give you that feeling "thank god, you're my friend".

But it wasn't always easy. My best way to deal with my choices was to listening to music that gave me motivation and strength!

This is a little list of perfect music for that!: 

Foo Fighter - Walk,

 Kelly Clarkson - Mr Know it all,

 The Pussycat Dolls- When I grow up, 

Pink- So What,

 Queen- we are the champions

Chisu - Kohtalon oma

Christina Aguilera - Fighter

Christina Aguilera - Can't hold us down

Lady Gaga - Born this way

Destiny's Child - Survivor

Oasis - Stop crying your heart out

Whitesnake - Here I go again

Avril Lavigne - What the Hell

Joan Jett - Bad reputation